Post by I Hate Lana Lang on Sept 24, 2006 11:27:31 GMT
Taken from The People:
HEARTBROKEN Nikki Grahame told last night how she had been betrayed by Big Brother winner Pete Bennett and admitted that she could NEVER satisfy his bizarre sexual demands.
The 24-year-old blonde - dumped by the Tourette's sufferer last week - revealed Pete lusted for variety in the bedroom.
And she said: "A normal girl like me could never satisfy his weird desires."
Nikki was gutted when Pete ditched her last week - then told a lads' mag she was "never really interested" in sex.
And the stunning BB babe also revealed she now:
FEARS Pete exploited their relationship to win the Channel 4 reality show'
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FEELS lonely and depressed as she struggles to come to terms with being jilted'
DOES not care that Pete is bisexual' and
STILL loves him - even though she claims he betrayed her.
Model Nikki fell for Pete in the Big Brother house during the summer - and they began a fullblown romance in a blaze of publicity after the show finished.
Pete has never made any secret of his rampant sex drive.
Last month The People told how he was pleasured by a drag queen in front of shocked wedding guests - as leering pals took Xrated photographs.
Old flames have revealed he has a passion for threesomes.
And ex-girlfriends claim he likes them to pretend to be a bloke during sex romps - while he plays a woman.
Londoner Nikki - who admitted she once worked as an escort girl - laughed off his bisexual past.
And she insisted that she'd had no inkling that their high-profile romance was in trouble before Pete ditched her.
She said: "I thought our sex life was fine.
"I took him for who he was and I loved him unconditionally.
"He stood by me after it came out that I'd been an escort, so I thought our love could get us through anything.
"And I stuck by him even after the revelations that he was bisexual.
"I don't care that he likes men as well as women - it didn't affect me or our relationship.
"I wasn't surprised when I found out that he had been with men.
"It's just Pete - he needs sexual diversity."
But Nikki admitted she could not satisfy his demands to spice up their love life with more variety between the sheets.
She told her dad: "I'm obviously not able to give him that.
"And who knows if he'll ever be able to just be with a normal girl like me.
"Most girls would have run a mile after some of the things that have come out about Pete.
"But I loved him more deeply than I have ever loved anyone before. His past is his business and I hoped that we could just move on and spend the rest of our lives together.
"But obviously he wanted more than I could give him sexually.
"And in reality I don't think an ordinary girl will ever make Pete happy - he will ALWAYS want more."
Nikki also revealed she fears Pete exploited her love to help him land the £100,000 winner's cheque for Big Brother.
In a tearful heart-to-heart with her father David, she sobbed: "Everyone keeps telling me that he used me. I know that our relationship made us both really popular on telly - but I don't know what to think.
"I thought our love was real and forever - but obviously Pete didn't feel the same.
"I really hope that he didn't use me. I would like to think that he had genuine feelings for me but who knows? I don't know what to think."
Market trader David has been comforting distraught Nikki all this week as she battles to get over the torment of her rift with Pete.
She told him: "I'm so lonely and depressed.
"I don't think that I've ever felt so low. I don't know what to do with myself."
Nikki was stunned when Pete said last week that he gave her the elbow because he was sick of her childish trantums.
She said: "He's two-faced - he knew what I was like from the start. We had lived together 24/ for weeks, so for him to dump me for the way I behaved broke my heart.
"I thought he loved me for who I am - but obviously not.
"Maybe he thought I would be different away from the Big Brother house.
"But all I did was be myself on the show."
Nikki has now got herself a tiny chihuahua dog in a desperate attempt to ease her pain.
She said: "I have bought a real cute little puppy. At least he will love me no matter what - and he won't leave me like Pete did."
But shattered Nikki is still hoping that she can still rekindle her romance with Pete one day.
She told her father: "Pete has let me down.
"I won't be able to trust men for a long time - but I really want to be with him."
The romance captivated millions of viewers as it unfolded on BB during the summer.
But Nikki now fears it has now fizzled out for good.
She said: "Pete says he just wants to be friends.
"I wish I could change his mind - but I don't think I can.
"I really don't think we have a future now."
HEARTBROKEN Nikki Grahame told last night how she had been betrayed by Big Brother winner Pete Bennett and admitted that she could NEVER satisfy his bizarre sexual demands.
The 24-year-old blonde - dumped by the Tourette's sufferer last week - revealed Pete lusted for variety in the bedroom.
And she said: "A normal girl like me could never satisfy his weird desires."
Nikki was gutted when Pete ditched her last week - then told a lads' mag she was "never really interested" in sex.
And the stunning BB babe also revealed she now:
FEARS Pete exploited their relationship to win the Channel 4 reality show'
Advertisement
FEELS lonely and depressed as she struggles to come to terms with being jilted'
DOES not care that Pete is bisexual' and
STILL loves him - even though she claims he betrayed her.
Model Nikki fell for Pete in the Big Brother house during the summer - and they began a fullblown romance in a blaze of publicity after the show finished.
Pete has never made any secret of his rampant sex drive.
Last month The People told how he was pleasured by a drag queen in front of shocked wedding guests - as leering pals took Xrated photographs.
Old flames have revealed he has a passion for threesomes.
And ex-girlfriends claim he likes them to pretend to be a bloke during sex romps - while he plays a woman.
Londoner Nikki - who admitted she once worked as an escort girl - laughed off his bisexual past.
And she insisted that she'd had no inkling that their high-profile romance was in trouble before Pete ditched her.
She said: "I thought our sex life was fine.
"I took him for who he was and I loved him unconditionally.
"He stood by me after it came out that I'd been an escort, so I thought our love could get us through anything.
"And I stuck by him even after the revelations that he was bisexual.
"I don't care that he likes men as well as women - it didn't affect me or our relationship.
"I wasn't surprised when I found out that he had been with men.
"It's just Pete - he needs sexual diversity."
But Nikki admitted she could not satisfy his demands to spice up their love life with more variety between the sheets.
She told her dad: "I'm obviously not able to give him that.
"And who knows if he'll ever be able to just be with a normal girl like me.
"Most girls would have run a mile after some of the things that have come out about Pete.
"But I loved him more deeply than I have ever loved anyone before. His past is his business and I hoped that we could just move on and spend the rest of our lives together.
"But obviously he wanted more than I could give him sexually.
"And in reality I don't think an ordinary girl will ever make Pete happy - he will ALWAYS want more."
Nikki also revealed she fears Pete exploited her love to help him land the £100,000 winner's cheque for Big Brother.
In a tearful heart-to-heart with her father David, she sobbed: "Everyone keeps telling me that he used me. I know that our relationship made us both really popular on telly - but I don't know what to think.
"I thought our love was real and forever - but obviously Pete didn't feel the same.
"I really hope that he didn't use me. I would like to think that he had genuine feelings for me but who knows? I don't know what to think."
Market trader David has been comforting distraught Nikki all this week as she battles to get over the torment of her rift with Pete.
She told him: "I'm so lonely and depressed.
"I don't think that I've ever felt so low. I don't know what to do with myself."
Nikki was stunned when Pete said last week that he gave her the elbow because he was sick of her childish trantums.
She said: "He's two-faced - he knew what I was like from the start. We had lived together 24/ for weeks, so for him to dump me for the way I behaved broke my heart.
"I thought he loved me for who I am - but obviously not.
"Maybe he thought I would be different away from the Big Brother house.
"But all I did was be myself on the show."
Nikki has now got herself a tiny chihuahua dog in a desperate attempt to ease her pain.
She said: "I have bought a real cute little puppy. At least he will love me no matter what - and he won't leave me like Pete did."
But shattered Nikki is still hoping that she can still rekindle her romance with Pete one day.
She told her father: "Pete has let me down.
"I won't be able to trust men for a long time - but I really want to be with him."
The romance captivated millions of viewers as it unfolded on BB during the summer.
But Nikki now fears it has now fizzled out for good.
She said: "Pete says he just wants to be friends.
"I wish I could change his mind - but I don't think I can.
"I really don't think we have a future now."
